Hi Karlie, I’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through!
If you’d like to talk more about this with our community, I’d recommend that you start a fresh new topic. (The reason I suggest that is because a lot of people will think that they’re talking to Elizabeth, but she started this topic a long time ago.) You can start a fresh new topic here. (Just swipe to the bottom of that webpage.)
Best wishes to you!