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    Celi

    Me and ex broke up because he told me that he isn’t sure he ever wants to get married. He told me this after I moved from his city after staying there for 8 years. We kept in touch although it got very toxic. He even came to meet me in my hometown generally on my insistence.

    Now after a year, I am back in his town and he is suddenly very interested again. Although his thoughts about marriage haven’t changed. So I have declined his attempts to meet me. He has asked atleast 15 times now. And has even gone on to give me ultimatums like he doesn’t want to keep in touch if I don’t want to meet as it hurts him that I am in the same city and still can’t meet him…I don’t want him to get hurt. But i never really lost any feelings for him so i know i am gonna get hurt seeing him and knowing that he cannot be mine.

    Do you think i should cave and meet him as I don’t to lose touch with him…he’s the bestest friend I have ever had…

    #942558 Reply
    Ewa

    Why did you feel the need to stay in touch with your ex knowing you still have feelings for him ?
    He wants to meet you because you are back in town , has he made any effort to meet you when you lived somewhere else. It’s convenient for him simple as that.

    #942559 Reply
    Celi

    Yes, he came to meet me many times while I was in another city. But mostly on my insistence. And s*x was always involved, so that’s there. Since last April I stopped asking him to come as I didn’t see any point because i was only going on getting attached more and more and depressed more and more. He still asked many times if he could visit or if he could make arrangements for me to go and meet him. He would pay all the expenses whenever we met during this one year of no relationship.

    I know it will sound crazy. But I was totally blindsided by the breakup. It came as a shock. Everything was going well. And I thought he will get back to his senses sooner or later and will change his decision. But he didn’t. I started chasing him. Many times we would get back together but he would be totally absent emotionally and would breakup again a month or two and it was all getting very toxic, he treated me really bad during this breakup…, that’s when I started getting depressed and accepting of the fact that he really doesn’t want to continue.. and i got very badly depressed by that. .

    We kept in touch on his insistence he said that I am the only friend (female) he has, and if i also block him etc then he won’t have anyone in his life that he is emotionally close to.

    Even I am very close to him. He is like my person. We did college together, got our first jobs together, did everything together. We were each other’s family. I just couldn’t find it in my heart to abandon him or have him abandon me totally….

    #942560 Reply
    Celi

    He gets overly jealous if i post pictures of me having fun. Or pictures with a guys etc. He just doesn’t like the fact that I am having fun without him in the same city.

    I have not been dating obviously as i am totally broken. And I still love him so much. I am however enjoying other aspects of life and doing everything else to get back my happiness. I have just got towards accepting the fact that my love for him exists without any reason, the guy treats me like crap. So he’s really not the one for him. But I just keep on hoping……maybe he will become the same loving guy again?

    #942561 Reply
    Celi

    He didn’t care about me even one bit while I was away. We would go 20 days without talking. I would obviously be spending all those 20 days crying…. :(

    That’s why maybe I haven’t met him despite being in the same city for a month.

    #942562 Reply
    Raven

    His Alligator Tears are manipulation…

    He gets jealous when he sees you having fun?

    Seriously, block him & claim your life back!

    #942563 Reply
    Maddie

    Your ex is not emotionally available and won’t change while you stay around, simple as that. You already called out that he is toxic and wants to use you as an emotional crutch and for sex yet doesn’t want to commit, so you are aware of what’s going on. But maybe it will help to hear that his commitment problems are not your fault or anything you did. He is comfortable with things exactly as they are: he gets emotional and sexual benefits without what he perceives as the additional effort and stress of a serious commitment. Not every guy is like this, some do want commitment! It sounds to me that he likely has a fearful avoidant insecure attachment style, which means he has feelings for you but due to his own issues he’s never going to really commit more than he already has (which isn’t much at all) because he doesn’t have the emotional capacity or availability to do so. Which means he will just keep taking whatever he can get from you, not because he’s malicious, but because that’s what feels good and not scary to him. Which means YOU need to look out for yourself and stick to your boundaries! That means not seeing him, not letting him get away with his sh*t by making you feel bad but refusing to step up for you. This will not change anytime soon, and he will keep hurting you if you stay in touch and aren’t over him. You don’t need to never speak or be friends ever again, but a long period of no contact may be just what you need to get over him romantically first, otherwise you will stay stuck in this pattern. If you have difficulty temporarily disconnecting from him, you may have an anxious insecure attachment style yourself. If you look into the anxious-avoidant trap, the relationship you’re describing is very common, one partner won’t commit, the other chases, it’s always half a relationship but never stabilizes as a full happy one, and it lasts as long as you allow it. And they suck! They’re very painful. So try to recognize his behavior isn’t your fault, but it’s also not acceptable to treat you that way (or allow someone to treat you that way), and things will get better if you do what’s best for you even if walking away feels painful at first.

    He may flip and try to sweet talk you harder if you don’t give in the way you have in the past, but he won’t really change and will go right back to non-committal if you give in. Change in these situations, if it’s possible at all, takes months to years and usually therapy, and the person needs to truly desire to change. Which it sounds like he doesn’t at all. So you deserve better!

    #942564 Reply
    AngieBaby

    Celi, he’s using you as a security blanket with some heavy duty emotional blackmailing that unfortunately you’re buying into.

    Please find a counselor and get some help in cutting him off totally and then doing the grieving and getting this man firmly into your past. It doesn’t sound like you have the strength to do it alone, and it’s what really really needs to happen. Maddie is right, this guy is not emotionally available and I’m going to add he’s not emotionally healthy to be doing what he’s doing to you.

    He’s not going to change his mind and be that great guy you once knew. He has been clear he will not marry you, and men pretty much never reverse course after they’ve made up their minds about that. It’s grossly unfair to you what he’s doing and you’re going to have to find the strength to stop it and reclaim your life. You are not responsible for him.

    At some point he will meet someone else and he will cut you out of his life so fast it will make your head spin. You think you’re devastated now… just wait. Please don’t let this happen to you.

    This is not love, this is very unhealthy attachment. I know you consider him the best friend you ever had, but a “best friend” doesn’t use you like this. Please do what it takes to end it once and for all. Post here for support, we will help you. You’re wasting great years of your life you can’t get back and he’s not worth it.

    #942566 Reply
    Celi

    I know you people are right.. I have been working with a therapist. But we started off on the condition that she is going to ask me to go contact. So, she told me that it’s not always necessary to go total no contact with a person in order to detach. She told me to just to reach to an acceptance of the fact that he isn’t going to be around. And adapt to it. She told me to never initiate the talking first. Which I have grown good at. And to only discuss superficial things like weather etc for 2-5 minutes if he calls. No emotional or personal life topics. And to focus on making new friends and enjoying my life and working on my goals.

    But I think I need to go no contact now. Because he has become very intrusive. He wants to know the address of the guys I hangout with. Just imagine. Plus he accuses me of sleeping with them. As if he has any right to do that. Looks like he doesn’t respect me enough. So there’s no point in keeping this unnecessary contact.

    And that hit in the right place: a best friend doesn’t use you like that. That’s true. That’s what I always wonder that how he can try to use me for sex when he himself has ended the relationship. And of all people he chooses to use ME. ME???? I mean I was his family and princess. How could he even think about using me…….that hurts so much….

    #942567 Reply
    Celi

    She is not going to ask me to go contact*

    #942568 Reply
    Ewa

    you are not friends, he treats you like this property , he thinks he owns you while giving very little in return. You need to let him go for now.

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