He is threatening to expose our conversation

There is this guy I was seeing. In the process, he started telling me I was insecure & having trust issues when I would ask him why he was late to a planned meet-up. I felt that it was disrespectful to call me insecure and I told him that I wasn’t interested in him anymore.

That’s when things started going south.
He has constantly been calling & texting me to tell me that I can’t ignore him just because I’m insecure. I managed to stay away from him for like quite a while (non-contact rule) until today.

He looked for me & I decided to listen to him and what he had to say.

Long story short, he insulted me and said he wouldn’t leave me alone. I asked him to go get attention from his mother. He then started threatening me. So, I got annoyed and in the heat of the moment, I told him, “Leave me the f*ck alone and go f*ck your mum”.

He has told me that he recorded me and that he will play the record to my friends to humiliate me. Besides that, he is fabricating lies about things I didn’t say. I feel like I didn’t know this man to begin with.

I deeply regret breaking the non-contact rule just to give him a chance.
I’m also afraid that if he truly recorded me, he might play only the parts that implicate me to humiliate me to my friends. I feel like my heart has been stabbed many times by this guy. I once trusted him.

I’ve now blocked him and won’t make any contact with him even if he decides to spoil my reputation.
I think the reason I’ve texted here is for emotional support coz I’m not in a good place right now.