I almost slept with my restaurant boss and I want to actually do it.

Call it raging hormones maybe, but I’m 22 years old and I’ve recently become attracted to manager. I think it’s more of a fantasy thing, but the idea of sleeping him really turns me on. We work at a restaurant and I go to college right now, so after I graduate it’s not like we’d ever have to see each other again. I guess things started happening between us when he found me crying at work (over issues unrelated to work) and he started giving me rides home. A few days ago, I kissed him spontaneously but apologized because being flirty is just in my nature. But then he pulled me back in and we made out for a bit before I said I had to go. He’s older than me by a good amount of years and is divorced, he told me his ex wife took their kids back to Illinois, so he’s alone. Like, literally alone. He only has his cat at home waiting for him.

I feel like even though I want it, it might be a bit taboo even for me. A part of me is like don’t do it because for what and the other really just wants to have a hot wild fling and remember it years down the line. I’m not sure if I should go through with that because I do feel it’s a bit Messed up to hook up with a man who already has two kids.