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  • #619634 Reply
    deon

    I’m 31 and I have underdeveloped breasts.
    I don’t mean small breasts they didn’t develop during puberty.
    I’ve been to the doctors who refered me to hospital and it was confirmed.
    My left breast has no tissue and a underdeveloped nipple.
    My right breast has minimal development.
    Basically it looks like a 7 year old Childs Body.
    Surgery would cost about £7000/£8000
    I’ve told nobody about this,I’ve only had 2 boyfriends and they lasted 5 months and 3 months.
    I kept my tee shirt on during sex (with padded bra) and they couldn’t touch me.
    I’m so sad and feel like my life is pointless.
    I really liked my ex But he dumped me in January.
    3 months..we had so much fun but because I’m not a real woman it had to end.
    I feel like a failure ..I just wants a husband and kids but how can I?
    My life is slipping away.
    I look in the mirror and cry,why couldn’t I just be normal.

    #619636 Reply
    Shannon

    First of all, I am sure you are beautiful and there is a man out there for you. Not all men are interested in breasts. And they tend to lose interest in breasts pretty quickly in the bedroom anyway. I’m wondering if the failures of your relationship have more to do with the fact that you’re putting up a wall and hiding something so the men feel a lack of a deep connection.

    Second of all, if you feel so awful about it…can’t you get reconstructive surgery? Your insurance may cover it. Or I would look into seeing if there are any sites or grant money available. I am a fan of loving yourself no matter what you look like, but if it is making you so miserable and insecure I think it would be worth fixing because it would make a world of difference in your happiness and confidence.

    Realize also that all of us women have something about our bodies that we do not like and do not think is as good as everyone else’s, as well. There are women who are absolutely perfect to my eyes who will cry about their cellulite or their pot belly or some flaw that isn’t even visible to others.

    #619638 Reply
    deon

    I’m terrified of getting a operation and I live in U.K. And don’t have any insurance etc as it’s the NHS over here.
    My ex said and I’ve never forgot “of all the women on online dating I find one with nothing up top”
    I felt so inadequate.
    I find it so embarrassing to talk to people in my life ..like I said nobody knows.
    I always wear high neck tops or round neck with a padded bra.

    #619642 Reply
    Marina

    I’m sure it wasn’t because of your breasts. I had long-term boyfriends and I didn’t even fill an A cup. I’ve wanted a boob job all my life, but my parents and exes always talked me out of it. I have been single for almost two years and finally got one more me two months ago. I really don’t think you are incapable of finding love because of your boobs though. I was flat and very self-conscious to take my top off during sex, but guys still fell in love with me. I think you will find the right one who won’t care about what your breasts look like.

    #619643 Reply
    Marina

    And finally got one FOR ME two months ago*

    #619645 Reply
    deon

    I hope I find someone who accepts me I really do.
    Do you think men are turned off if you keep your bra on?

    #619648 Reply
    carlotta

    This is not the same thing at all, so please don’t take what I’m saying as though I’m trying to relate 100% to you, but I am a woman who does some pretty fierce working out and training for triathlons, so my breasts are barely an A Cup, and get especially small when I’m working out in the summer during tri season. They are “barely there” as some would say. Not a single one of the men I’ve dated has ever made any comment about my breasts, and they simply are what they are for me. I honestly far prefer my breasts now to when I was younger, as I was a little overweight and they were larger and very uncomfortable. Yes they got attention but it wasn’t the kind of attention I wanted. I have dated plenty of men who have liked my small breasts (I’m talking can’t even get a hand around them) exactly like they are, and they are right for me so I’m happy.

    Now I understand that because your issue is medical and you cannot help it. But as Shannon said, I believe what is holding you back is the terror and feelings of inadequacy. The right man for you is going to be attracted to confidence and self-love.

    I can understand being scared of an operation, but many many many women get breast enhancement every day, and there are plenty times where it so for medical reasons, such as after having to have a masectomy. If this really, truly bothers you and would help you gain some confidence, do some research and talk to women online who have had breast enhancement surgery and they can probably help ease some of your fears. If you really want this just put away a little money at a time and save up for it. There is absolutely no shame in getting breast enhancement surgery and many women do it for many different reasons. You don’t have to get huge enhancements, you can get a size that you feel comfortable and happy with.

    #619649 Reply
    carlotta

    Also, Deon, as far as keeping your bra on: I’ve found that men love it when I wear very pretty, sexy lingerie. If your lingerie is pretty and makes you feel sexy and confident, no one will have a problem with you keeping it on!

    #619653 Reply
    deon

    Thanks Carlotta you’ve made me feel a little better.
    With my ex I bought sexy underwear /nightie etc but he always tried to take it off even when I said no..he would go in a huff and I felt like I was ruining his life.
    My right breast is probably AA cup so that has developed a bit but my left is a lost cause.
    I am slim so I doubt I would ever of had massive breasts ..I just want to look normal.
    My mum died of breast cancer so I feel like a fraud complaining when that was what killed her,she only wanted to be alive and here is me moaning because I have underdeveloped breasts.

    #619655 Reply
    deon

    Maybe I’m meeting the wrong type of guys..
    Apart from that I actually like my body.
    I think I’m ok to look at,but when you feel inadequate about yourself it’s hard to feel good.

    #619667 Reply
    redcurleysue

    I do not understand why surgery costs so much? It does not cost that much here in the states.

    See what it costs in other countries.

    Also, you know lots of women have both breasts removed due to cancer risk, and they are grateful to take care of that. You may want to speak to counselor who can either put this in perspective for you or help you find the correct priced surgery.

    I am sorry you feel this way. You are not a sum of your body parts…you are much much more than that.

    #619672 Reply
    Love

    I’ve gone from being an A cup when I was younger, to now a D cup, and I have to say, I haven’t really noticed a difference in terms of male attention. What I’ve learned through experience is that every guy is unique in terms of his personal taste, and I’ve met some guys who prefer little tiny breasts to larger ones. I’ve had my own share of body securities, especially when I was younger, because I bought the crap that we’re often sold about women’s bodies and what is supposed to be sexy. But just know that there are a lot of women out there with flat chests who are very sexy and desirable (Audrey Hepburn, Kate Hudson, Jane Birkin, etc.). Look at all those sexy French actresses with little gamine breasts who are fawned over. I think you need to build up your confidence and start looking at sexy pictures of women with flat chests and stop shutting yourself down. Also, check out Tumblr. For every physical flaw you think you have, there is a tumblr page out there frequented by guys who find that physical characteristics sexy. There are TONS of tumblr pages for guys who adore small breasts! I’m sorry you had the bad luck of having dated an ass-hat that criticized your body, but that just shows what an ass he is. In the end, men look at your confidence and the entire package. Just OWNING what you have, ‘flaws’ and all, is pretty sexy to a lot of guys who are also dealing with their own insecrities. My advice would be to 1) seek out those images of hot flat chested ladies and get used to the idea that you are sexy as you are, and 2) work on building your overall confidence.

    #619680 Reply
    JC

    Play up your other erotic features — butt, legs, sexy shoulders & back, etc. Use what you’ve got. There are tons of ways you can turn up the volume of your sensual appeal without breasts. Learn to walk with an erotic swish. When you feel sexy, that energy will attract men. That’s the way it works!!

    #619684 Reply
    Marina

    Yeah surgery really doesn’t cost that much in the states…. mine cost $3900.

    #619691 Reply
    Hannah

    You know you can get breast augmentation on the NHS if “a woman’s breasts are severely underdeveloped or asymmetrical, and it’s clear this is causing her significant psychological distress”. That’s pretty much you!

    If you want to go down that route, you need to see your doctor and explain what you’ve said here. How it affects your confidence, relationships, the lot. Ask your GP for advice in terms of your chances of getting augmentation but also potentially counselling. I think you’d be in a stronger position if you had a mental health expert backing up your claim that this is affecting you emotionally, plus they may be able to help you deal with your feelings surrounding this.

    I’m not a fan of cosmetic surgery in general but I do think it would help you so much, it would be worth looking into. If your GPS won’t help, ask for a 2nd opinion. If your local clinical commissioning group says no, you could look at having it done abroad. Make sure you don’t go for a cheap but a good option. There are some excellent hospitals in countries like the Czech Republic or Poland where you could have it done for a lot less money. But do your research first. Make sue they’re an EU Member State as you have more protection as an EU citizen, and hospitals and they equipment that use are regulated by the EU, so you know you’d be getting pretty much what you’d get at home.

    Saying that, some men have very little interest in breasts. Seriously! Some are legs and bum men. If those are good, they’ll be happy! So if you don’t go down the surgical route, it doesn’t mean you’re doomed.

    #619692 Reply
    Hannah

    Ahh I’m sorry for the predictive text issues. I hope that sill makes sense!

    #619696 Reply
    alia

    There are excellent surgeons in other countries. I’m actually related to one. I would research different countries.

    #619700 Reply
    Nat

    How old are you? If this is something that is RUINING your life and affecting how you feel most of the time, then opt for surgery. There are hundreds of actresses and strippers who had it done and they are doing fine. There are “poor” countries with relatively good medicine where you can get it done for much cheaper. You can also get a referral as Hannah suggested, especially because your left breast is so asymmetrical.

    #619727 Reply
    Anon

    I have teeny boobs too and thought id never find a partner but what do you know…i did!! He’s into legs n bum and doesnt give a crap about my boobs. He tells me im perfect the way i am….😊

    #619730 Reply
    Jade

    I had no boobs AT ALL until after I had my daughter and I totally understand feeling self conscious about your body. It’s easy to say not to worry about it but you are not the only woman dealing with this, for sure. There are guys who would prefer a flat chest to a fake one and aren’t “just saying it”

    #620029 Reply
    MHC

    Just wanted to reiterate what Hannah said. If you’re in the UK, please go to your doctor and explain what you’ve said in this post. It is possible to get breast augmentation on the NHS – I know, because I had it. I had exactly the same issue as you. I got to 30 and my breasts were just as you describe, not small, not tiny, but completely non-existent. Literally like a 12 year old boy. Although I had a long term relationship when I was younger, the insecurity and self-hatred ate away at me and I got to a stage where I could no longer cope with it. If you’re anything like me, it’s not a question of whether a guy finds your body attractive or not (my ex always told me he liked my non-boobs, but it made no difference to how I felt about myself). I went to see my GP and she examined me and hearing her say she could understand and see my issues was a moment I will never forget. She referred me for surgery which was denied at first but I appealed the decision and they finally accepted me for breast augmentation. Honestly, it has changed my life. I really hope you can take some hope and courage from this – I totally understand how you feel and how much it can take over your life. Good luck.

    #620045 Reply
    Quisque

    Hi Deon,

    I am sorry you feel like your “life is slipping away.” Your life is a gift and your body and mind are very very complicated entities that deserve a lot of respect by their sheer complexity that we as humans do not even fully understand yet. In the face of all the wonderful things happening in your body every second, who gives a flying f… about the bra size?

    May I suggest you shift your perspective on this a little bit, which may help you feel better. Relationships or sex are really not about boobs, nor are they about any single body part (thankfully!). Nor they are about the looks only. Your worries may be rooted in the fact that as women, unfortunately, we are quite often objectified.

    None of us are perfect. I believe where we feel we lack something, we have other (more important) faculties to fill that void. Looks is given, but what is earned (by character, by life experience, etc.) are way more precious. You may be a sweet talker, a cuddlesome person or an incredibly smart woman, for example. The list may go on and on, and any single item on this list would make boobs look ridiculous in comparison. “I am a rocket scientist. Why does it matter I have no boobs, you loser? Go get a perspective and get a life.”

    I would humbly suggest three things: embrace this fact, confidently defend your body as the way it is and don’t let others bully you. This would in my opinion include taking the bra off (maybe try in stages) if you feel like it. Get over this insecurity (or any other insecurity) slowly and surely and magic will work. (Your ex’s comment about the top is very very rude by the way. He would not have dared saying it if he knew you would be ready to defend your body 100%. Also, in the end you do not want to be with such a rude person, would you?)

    I hope these did not sound patronizing, but as a woman and as a feminist, I really got frustrated with all this system of thinking that makes you feel in the way that you do and had to say these. Please don’t say your life is slipping away; your life is way more precious than a couple of biological milk containers.

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