I was suffering recently, he didn't care, not even a bit.

After 3 years, I decided to get into a real relationship. It’s been about 2 months now. I’ve been happy, but I’ve had a few challenges too. However, I’ll talk about the last challenge that made me walk out of his house without even saying goodbye.

While having s*x, I accidentally got hurt. I didn’t realize it was a big deal until after 2 days of the pain not going away on its own. So I told him. I expected some consolation or get well soon response, but the best he could do was ask me why I didn’t tell him, yet I was telling him at that moment. I didn’t give the lack of consolation much thought.

The next day, I couldn’t go to the hospital due to some unavoidable circumstances, so I had to endure the pain the whole day. Later that night, I slept at his house since I couldn’t get the keys to my house from my brother on that night. At his place, he pestered me on having s*x, yet I was telling him that I was in pain. He claimed that I was faking it and it was probably nothing serious. I still ignored this and didn’t give it much thought. Probably because I didn’t wanna fight.

The day after, the first thing I did was go to the hospital. Honestly, I expected him to accompany me. Since he had previously claimed to be broke, I did not ask for any financial support from him. I had made an indirect request for him to accompany me to the hospital by making a joke of how I didn’t have the courage to go to hospital alone due to a s*x accident and that we would have to go together. I honestly expected him to accompany me to hospital, and the fact that he didn’t, hurt me a lot.

When I came back from hospital, I passed by his place to pick up my bag before heading over to my place. He didn’t ask me anything about my hospital experience. Or even ask me if I was feeling better. He just talked about other things. I didn’t talk. I just sat there for 15 minutes looking at him and was surprised that he had the gut to ignore my situation. I then walked out without goodbye. He hasn’t reached out, and I haven’t either.

I’m not the kind of person to request for sympathy or to question a guy why he hasn’t asked me how I’m doing. I thought we were in love and caring would come naturally.

Guys, who the f**k I’m I dating! Did I get back to the dating scene for this? Did I just waste 2 months with him? Right now, I feel alone in this, yet we were together having pleasure.

Is this what they call too much expectation or I’m I justified to feel disappointed that he didn’t wish me to get well or care even a little bit for me?

I don’t even know what advices to ask you guys coz I have a lot of them. I even feel like posting about my other problem with him but let’s just focus on this particular one that’s the current issue. I will very much appreciate any advice, reactions, comments and guidance on what I should do from my post.
Thank you.