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Hanna
Long story short – I am a 30 year old woman who met a 45 year old guy online and started seeing him. I thought we were dating but it was never established. We never kissed or held hands, but we give each other long hugs and we have emotional intimacy and spiritual understanding between us. It turned out we wanted different things for the future and neither of us wanted to move. We are too far away from each other but we still messaged every day and had interesting and stimulating conversations.
He has seemingly friend zoned me and refuses to invite me to his place or accept compliments about his looks. But he still flirts with me sometimes, like sending romantic and flirty music or calling me special and telling me he feels so good around me.
Now I have found out that he has a girlfriend, and I don’t know how long they have been dating for. He still keeps in touch with me and prioritizes me. But this is very upsetting to me, since I have a hard time handling my emotions. I get jealous and uncomfortable when he talks about his girlfriend and I try to distance myself when he needs emotional support about his new relationship. I feel like I can’t tell him how I feel at this moment.
He has big commitment issues and have told me about them. I feel like I would be a better fit for him than the girl he is seeing, but I can’t tell him as I would like to stay friends. What should I do? I feel very conflicted about the whole situation.
Is there a strategy I could use to keep the friendship, without being weird about it? Or should I tell him how I feel? Their relationship is official since a few weeks back and he hints that it has been rocky and unstable from the start. This gives me hope that it will end, but I am afraid that once he gets past his commitment phobia they will end up together for the long haul and I might not be able to handle that and must distance myself even more.
MaddieTake a step back for a minute. You’re pining away for someone who is technically, geographically, and emotionally unavailable. His relationship is unstable and he has commitment issues, so if you were with him you would have the same kind of rocky romantic relationship because that’s all he’s capable of giving. Don’t you deserve someone available to you who can actually meet your needs?
In regards to your friendship, if you can’t stop thinking about having stronger feelings for him, you’re going to need to give yourself a break to get over them or you’ll just be torturing yourself. You’re also pretending to be just a good friend, and if he finds out you’re still trying to get with him after he’s declined, it will hurt your friendship because he can’t trust you. I had this happen to me except I was on your friend’s side of things, and it did indeed end up ruining our friendship. You don’t have to tell him your feelings if you really don’t want to, though you can as an explanation to take the space you need. There’s nothing wrong or shameful about feeling a certain way, sharing it, and owning it so that you can move forward and do what’s best for yourself. If he’s a real friend, he’ll give you space and be happy to resume the friendship when you’re ready.
Liz LemonI agree with what Maddie said. I also think this guy is jerking your chain. You said “he still flirts with me sometimes, like sending romantic and flirty music or calling me special and telling me he feels so good around me.” I’m sure he’s picked up on your feelings. It sounds like he enjoys having you on the hook and having your attention, without having to give anything back to you. You don’t have to put up with that.
I think distancing yourself is a good idea, the way Maddie suggested. And look at this guy’s integrity– he’s in a relationship, which he has hinted to you is rocky and unstable, and he flirts with you. He doesn’t sound like the best potential partner. You have to do what’s best for you. If the friendship is upsetting you and making you feel conflicted, the best thing is to take a step back, at least temporarily.
AngieBabyI pretty much always agree with most of the other regulars here. Maddie and Liz in particular give insightful and helpful and diplomatic advice. I agree with what they’ve said here.
My style is more blunt. And I’m going to be blunt here. (Although I do try to be diplomatic too.)
“He has big commitment issues and have told me about them.”
Guy says that to me, and it’s instant game over. He just TOLD me he’s incapable of creating a health connection in a romantic relationship and he will FOR SURE hurt me.
Unfortunately some women take that as a challenge to be the one who helps him conquer his commitment issues. Sounds like that’s what you’re doing here.
He’s dating someone else and still talking and flirting with you behind her back. What’s that mean?
1) He has no respect for her and is being dishonest with her
2) You are his back-up plan and he’s using you as a convenience
3) What he’s doing to her, he will absolutely do to youYet you still think you’re a better match for him than her. SMH.
The issue isn’t really him, it’s you. You’re choosing to pursue and stay hung up on a man who’s told you up front, point blank he’s no good in a relationship. Why? That’s the real issue you should focus on. Next, you’re 30. He’s 45. That’s a considerable age difference and you’re in very different places in life. Why is that attractive when there are many men out there around your age available? Has he ever been married? A man at that age who hasn’t been married ever, or a man at that age who is actively pursuing women much younger, has major issues and is a poor relationship prospect.
There is no “strategy” to “stay friends” – and may I point out any relationship you need a “strategy” for is one that isn’t really very good for you.
Tell this guy you’ve realized you need to date closer to your age, wish him well and then block. Walk away and don’t look back. You’re 30. This is prime dating time in your life to find a suitable life partner. Don’t waste it on guys like this, you can’t ever get back the time.
HannaThank you for taking time to reply with healthy and kind advice.
I feel the need to add some information here:
I have never been in a serious relationship at age 30 so I guess I have bigger commitment issues than he does. I am in no way a better dating prospect than he is, and I have told him that fact about me because he was opening up to me about his problems.
I realize that he is toxic in relationships and your answers have helped me see it more clearly from an outside perspective.
I will try to forget about my feelings for him, but I am not blocking an important person in my life and a special friend with whom I can share so much in common, everything from personal stuff to spirituality and philosophy. I simply need to find a way to kill my romantic feelings ASAP before his girlfriend finds out about me, so that I can stay in his life in the background. I am sure I will get over him once I find a boyfriend.
Any advice on how to move on is appreciated.
AngieBabyKill your romantic feelings for him – no contact for a minimum of 6 months. Maybe up to a year in this case.
Be warned… if you hang onto him you may find it hard to find a lasting relationship with another man especially if you have unavailable issues yourself. Staying connected to this guy could block you from meeting anyone else. And be honest, are you using him as a father substitute or back-up guy.
And when you do find a lasting relationship, your BF might be uncomfortable with the closeness you have with a single man and might be well within his rights to ask you to terminate that relationship. If you’ve never been in a relationship you haven’t run into this issue, but it does come up.
I think you’re turning a blind eye to the fact that a decent person wouldn’t be continuing to contact you and flirt when he presently has a girlfriend. That’s not a person I’d want as a friend – that’s weakness in integrity and character. I’ve gotten very picky about my friends. No one’s perfect, but someone who’s willing to lie and cheat and use people in any area of their life will do it in all areas of their life. When people show you who they are, believe them. I’m very clear on my standards for both friends and boyfriends, that’s come with life experience. I’m a bit older than you. At 30, you may not yet understand.
That’s my two cents. Your life, your choices. Good luck!
MaddieThe only way to end your romantic feelings will be to temporarily give yourself space from him for a while and find a therapist to focus on yourself with in the meantime. But it can’t be one or the other, it must be both. If you want to eventually stay friends, you don’t need to block him or block him forever, because your feelings are not actually about him! You’re stuck on someone unavailable because you’re emotionally unavailable yourself and it feels safest to pine for someone you cannot have. This happens because you can distract yourself with the fantasy idea of being together while “only” feeling the pain of rejection. That may seem like a more familiar and tolerable pain to you than the pain and fear of actually being fully close to someone, or the pain of addressing your own commitment issues (they came from somewhere earlier in your life and if you haven’t confronted them by now I imagine something very difficult happened that is making you want to ignore them instead). That may be hard to hear since you’re looking for easy answers to turn your feelings off, but it’s the only solution that will both do what you’re asking and actually help you get unstuck and heal in the future, so that you’ll be able to have a healthier relationship with someone eventually.
MaddieAlso, to build on Angiebaby’s point about what it says about his integrity that he sometimes still flirts with you… he’s doing this because he’s “taken” and it’s “safe” and a way for him to keep one foot out of his own commitment. So, his choices aren’t really about you either. Just because you have issues doesn’t mean you should try to make things work out with someone else with issues. That’s a sure way to make your issues hurt much more, because damaged people who aren’t seeking their own help can’t look out for you properly. They just don’t have the capacity. If you were with him, he’d probably have another woman to “innocently” flirt with on the side. That’s not a person with whom you can build a strong or consistent foundation of trust, as a lover or a friend.
I’d expect that once they break up, he’ll get very hot and cold about flirting with you. He’ll come in hot when he needs validation and attention, then run away if it looks like there’s any chance things could become more real. Rinse and repeat, your own heartbreak to follow. Or, as Angiebaby also said, if you’re not single and you’ve got your own boyfriend by then, he will feel either threatened or disrespected by your single guy friend who disrespects your relationship by sometimes flirting with you.
Liz LemonI want to 2nd what Angiebaby said about staying connected to this guy. She’s absolutely right that it will hinder you from meeting other, more suitable guys. I’ve been there, done that. I was “friends” with a guy that I wanted more from for years, and it hindered my dating life– it kills your vibe. You can’t date or meet new guys with a truly clear, open mindset. And wouldn’t you know it, once I finally broke free and truly distanced myself from that guy, and changed my mindset- I met my bf within a few months and we’ve been very happy for 4 years now. It never would have happened if I were still hung up on the previous guy, because I wouldn’t have let it happen. My heart would not have been open. And I’m older than you, in my 40s. You’re at the prime time of your life to date and meet guys, don’t let this older man with issues hinder you.
Listen to both Angiebaby and Maddie too, they both give great advice.
RavenYou can not be ‘friends’ with someone you have feelings for. The only thing that will help kill your feelings is space & lots of it…
tammyi think what Angie has said is spot on!!
HannaI don’t know if you understand what has happened here. I have made a very close friend who I was falling in love with and another woman stole him away from me before I found out his feelings about it all. This is what it looks like from my perspective.
So I feel angry with the new woman and I feel robbed of both my friendship and budding romance. She has come from nowhere and succeeded to make him commit to her in no time, something that I was not successful in. I can’t help wondering where my bad luck comes from.
If this man’s relationship breaks down I won’t miss out on the opportunity to tell him how I feel. That can’t happen if I have blocked him and moved on. So I guess I’m just not willing to give up just yet.
And if I succeed to move on and meet a boyfriend, then that boyfriend will not be able to control my life and decide which friends I am allowed to have. I will never get together with someone like that.
RavenAnother woman did not swoop in & steal your budding relationship. If he were interested in that budding relationship with you, he would have reciprocated (to you).
Liz LemonWhat Raven said. This woman didn’t “steal” anything away from you. If the guy truly had feelings for you, and was emotionally available to act on them, no one would have been able to “steal” him from you!
You yourself said the guy “friend zoned” you, and you’ve never even kissed or held hands with this guy. That right there shows a lack of true romantic interest in you. Guys don’t friendzone a woman they have a romantic interest in.
I understand your disappointment and pain. But being resentful and seeing this woman as an enemy will get you nowhere. If the guy wanted you, he’d have you, period. I feel for you because I’ve honestly been where you’ve been. You should value yourself enough to not pine for a man who has shown he doesn’t want you. It’s really as simple as that. I hope you are able to get some perspective and get over this the way I eventually was able to.
Liz LemonI’ll add– him “prioritizing” you, staying in touch with you, talking to you about his relationship– none of that means he has a romantic interest in you. It means he enjoys having your attention and listening ear. The guy I was hung up on called and texted me multiple times a day, even when he was involved with other women. We talked for hours about everything. I was his emotional rock and his best friend. But he refused any romantic relationship with me…yet acted flirty and sweet constantly. It kept me on the hook because I thought there was potential (because of his behavior). And I was convinced we had a special, magical bond (the way you think you and this guy do)– we did have a unique relationship, he was a very special person in many ways.
He was crushed when I told him I needed to distance myself, that I needed space, I needed a break from seeing and talking to him…he literally cried! He begged me not to do it, because he thrived on my emotional energy. But the thing is, he was a vampire. He was sucking my emotional energy out of me! The friendship was not a two-way street. He was thriving, but I was suffering. That’s emotional vampirism. If this guy is basking in your energy but you are feeling hurt, uncomfortable, and jealous, then things are unhealthy and off balance.
I can tell you now, years later, I have a wonderful bf who is my best friend. I’m still in contact with the other guy, although not much, we communicate literally a couple times a year. There’s no bad blood, I just have zero interest in him anymore. I have realized that I deserve to be with someone who values and prioritizes me, who gives me as much as I give him, who puts me first always. I hope the same for you.
And if you and this guy truly have a strong spiritual connection, he will respect your request for distance and be there for you when you decide you’re ready to come back. If you even want to.
Hanna” If he were interested in that budding relationship with you, he would have reciprocated (to you).”
He was reciprocating, we had a mutual bond and still have. I have never tried to kiss him or tell him how I feel. He started the friend zoning when he realized I didn’t want to move. We just took it really slow, since we are both reluctant to commitment and need a lot of time. Then all of a sudden this unknown woman comes in and gets him hooked in no time. I always get bad vibes when relationships form too quickly, so I bet it is the wrong type of woman for him. And the fact that he has constant anxiety about their relationship is a red flag. He still needs me and want to speak on the phone so obviously he doesn’t get what he needs from her.
I will keep my distance and let him miss me. Maybe that’s the only way for him to see me in a new light.
HannaThanks for sharing your experience, Liz lemon, it sounds similar to mine, except I really enjoy his company and interacting with him. It will take an extremely interesting person to replace him. I hope I find him soon then.
Liz LemonI understand you. I loved interacting with the guy I was involved with! We had so many amazing experiences together. We even traveled together to really fascinating places. I did enjoy our interactions and conversations, of course, which is why I wanted a relationship with him. I will never meet anyone like him again, I know that. But that’s okay, because I realize now the relationship wasn’t balanced. He was taking energy from me and I was not getting the same in return. We are still on good terms and I bear him no ill will. We just didn’t want the same things. His originality and quirkiness didn’t make up for the fact that he couldn’t meet my emotional needs. I wanted a romantic relationship and he didn’t. He loved speaking on the phone with me and hanging with me even if he was involved with other women. So I think I understand your situation.
My bf now is a fascinating person in his own right, we travel together, we do so many fun things! I have fond memories with the other guy, but I feel a warmth, love, and sense of security with my bf that I never, ever felt with the other guy. What I have now is so much better than anything I had with him. It’s deep, it’s romantic, it’s sexual, and most importantly it’s 100% reciprocal. He wants me the way I want him, and that’s worth more than anything. I wish you the best of luck, I truly think if you are able to take some distance, you will have a different take on this guy.
AngieBabyHanna, unfortunately we who are replying understand the situation just fine. It’s always easier for objective third parties to see exactly what’s happening than the person posting.
Raven and Liz have explained it perfectly, I have nothing to add they haven’t already said. So you’re going to learn by experience. Women can fritter away years and years of their lives on unworthy men before they wake up. I can only hope you don’t waste too much of your life on this man before you see the truth.
Your 30s are your prime years for marriage and having children. They are precious years you can’t get back. Remember that.
Wish you all the best.
zoeHe does not have commitment issues
He is already committed to his girlfriend!
Stoptammyi agree with liz and raven. and what Angie said. you are just not ready to let go of this man. so regardless of the views here, nothing is going to change since you simply do not want to see what they are trying to tel you. and its not like he is a piece of meat and an eagle swooped in and tuk it away. you say he grew distant when you said you are not ready to move. so are you saying your are now ready to move? has that changed?
you should also factor in the fact that when he came to know that being together with you would be difficult, he immediately grew distant. just goes to show that he was being practical. and when he met a woman locally he was attracted to he got involved with her. he enjoyed interactions with you so he continues with that. but as far as romance goes, he has chosen a woman he can be with. you need to do the same. let go of romantic feelings and just be a friend. but your having a hard time being just a friend. hence posters are telling you to stay away. so that you can start meeting and dating men with whom you can have a relationship.
Liz LemonLOL at Tammy! Now I have a mental image of an eagle swooping in to snatch a piece of meat! :-)
That’s a perfect analogy though. No woman can snatch away a man who is truly romantically interested in you. Tammy also has an excellent point about the distance, it does sound like the guy is being practical. Or at least, he didn’t have a strong enough interest in you to make it work over the distance, so he found someone local to date. That makes a lot of sense. You should get your head out of the clouds about this guy and be practical too. You will meet someone better, once you truly let go.
tammy@ Liz lol. well that’s what came to my mind when she said other lady swooping in to get her guy. what she is not ready to acknowledge is that she already had the talk with this guy and due to geographical factors, the same guy decided that they could have a relation bec of the distance.
HannaUpdate on the situation:
The guy actually called me from his girlfriend’s place the other day and we had a nice, friendly conversation. I told him to say hi and he did.
This has helped me to get closure and I am now focussing more on myself and my future. Sometimes no contact makes it worse while a phone call could give the closure you need. Especially coming from him, letting me know that we are still very good friends, he cares about me and he is openly showing that to his girlfriend. There is nothing to hide or be ashamed of. I feel relieved that I could call him whenever I want without feeling worried or guilty. I will get over him faster when I know that I could call, but I probably won’t because I have other things to do.
His girlfriend is there for him which takes a load off my shoulders. I could still enjoy the friendship and connection while looking for my own Mr Right.
HannaAnd I don’t really understand how the swooping, snatching bird is so very funny.
She has the face of a hawk and I imagine she got sharp claws. Men always fall for women like that. I will have to sharpen my claws for next time, LOL.
Yeah and to the people saying he is practical, I bet he will regret that once he finds out they are not really compatible and he lost a great soulmate because of his practical thinking.
I respect his choice but I will never understand it. But again, I don’t have to get it.
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