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Lisa
Lane- I wonder if you even still come on this site i saw the post was from 2014..eeek. but you give such great advice i would love to have your input on my situation with a guy that i am so in like with…i met him over a year ago about two years ago and he worked at my daughters school [single mom] i noticed him the first day i was there but i didn’t think he noticed me i had gained a lot of weight and felt invisible to men but to my surprise a few months later he began to make it overly obvious he noticed me staring with the most intense eye contact every single time he saw me. I was uncomfortable but intrigued, it made me feel so good about myself that this man who was so handsome would look at me like i was something special. This went on for a year then finally he began to talk to me in passing saying hi and inserting himself into conversations i would have with others at the school. By this time i was plagued with thoughts of him when i would go home i wondered wth is his name where does he live i would wish to run into him just to make small talk. Finally he approached me one day asking for my number and i gave it. We began talking everyday all day he was so charming attentive and we had a lot in common. BUT i was curious why no asking me out on a date yet i was so eager that i asked him on our first date [im cringing inside right now] yes i asked him out to which eh said yes and we ended up sleeping together that night/…things changed immediately he pulled back i panicked i felt horrible about myself had i not pleased him was i not good enough etc etc…i then tried a few times to make him jealous when i would go out and see him out with his friend, i hoped this would push him to see that other people would take his place if he kept being so complacent. This backfired badly. We’ve had an on and off relationship since he keeps me at a distance and we’ve slept together a few times. Everytime we sleep together i immediately get insecure because i honestly want more than what we are. And i want the feeling back that was there in the beginning where he looked at me like i was special…he is extremely distant after we do sleep together everytime. I want to just have a redo i mean when i met him i hadn’t dated in 5 years i came out of an abusive relationship i had NO IDEA what i was doing that i was doing it all wrong…but idk how to if it is at all possible to turn things around at this point…is it possible to turn things around when you’ve basically screwed everything up?
LaneHi Lisa,
I’m still here occasionally.
I would walk away from this immediately. He’s just ‘hooking up’ with you to put it bluntly.
No way to reset this as its virtually impossible for a man to advance in this situation since he never loved you. All he see’s is a desperate woman willing to give him sex, and intentionally disappears which is his way of telling you “this is all your gonna get from me”.
You need to stop your obsession with this man, because this is exactly what it is…not love. You really need to do a lot more ‘self-work’ because a woman who has strong self esteem, worth, respect, and boundaries wouldn’t allow herself to fall into this kind of dead-end trap. You need to end it with this man, put your focus entirely on you, and when your emotionally ready will naturally attract men who’s intentions with you are honorable because you won’t accept anything less than you truly deserve. :-)
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