Nothing ever happens

This was the weekend spent with my FWNBs with a splash of FWB and 38 year old. LOL

Cleo – please do not go back. It doesn’t look like he has taken any responsibility for his cheating and even if he swears up and down that he wont do it again, I wouldn’t trust him.

Re 38 year old – I would love for him to date me but that is not happening so I am kind of going with the flow on that. He anyway has got stuff to sort thru so not really chasing him. I fell asleep on his shoulder because it was so comfortable besides it being late. Before I left, I kissed him on the cheek saying “that’s for luck” as he had a race that morning.

Last year’s Oct guy contacted me again just to find out how I was. I just replied to the point. We will see if he wants to go to that restaurant.

My hands have been killing me all weekend. I tried acupuncture but it didn’t help. I have found a healer but he is so busy that its not possible at all to get an appointment. he has waiting lists going on. :S

I really enjoyed catching up with all 3 of my FWNBs. The work on my basement has started. I hope it gets done soon and well.

Oct guy – He sometimes messages say once or twice a month and we just say hi or something. He has asked me out to lunch at a restaurant that I had taken him to when we were dating. And he asked me out to that restaurant again. He said hopefully before Christmas …. lets see. I do not intend to date him again at all. Our future plans are too different. But I don’t mind him keeping touch as he is a nice guy and since I am over him I don’t see the problem.

38 year old – yeah I do think I am friendzoned though sometimes he does give me mixed signals. But I def don’t want to date him even if he asks till he has sorted out his life with his kid’s mom after the daughter is born. Expected due date early Jan and then give it a month for him to bond to the child. So if he wants to date, I will accept in Feb. But I don’t mind hanging out with him as he is fun. I don’t know how I come across to him. But I am out of crazyville so it doesn’t really matter if he asks me out or not. I’m glad it is not awkward at the meet up group. I also think he doesn’t really know how to act around me bec of my ethnicity. As in he doesn’t know if holding my hand etc. would be acceptable to me or not and since he doesn’t want any romantic stuff till the baby is born, he is playing it safe.

The Alberta guy – If you remember a guy had asked me out and then had to cancel since he had to go to his brother’s deathbed in Alberta. He has been keeping in touch with me. He says when he is back which will be in Jan 2015 if I am still avbl, he would like to meet me. So lets see.

Right now I so want a gay bf. I think every girl should have a gay bf. Sigh :D

I meant gay best friend not boy friend LOL ….. Sorry linguistic error RFOL

I am still laughing Harley at that one guy coming on so sexually strong to you, and how you turned that down LOL!

Yeah guys I know… BACK to the drawing board ! I just have not replied to his text.. hope that not too rude. In the past I would have given a guy like this a chance.. but ya know .. I’m NOT settling. SSOOOOO many Frogs ! WHY can’t Miss Piggy find her Kermit.

Cleo.. I think you and P need some SERIOUS time apart. A few days or even weeks won’t do it. BOTH of you may need easily up till Xmas here to prove you are changing. Well done on pointing out to him that he needs to communicate better.

I am ok. Just getting on with things.What else do you do. HATING all the reminders of Germany with it being the 100 years anniversary of WW1. I WOULD pick the wrong year to fall for a German. ha ha ha. Still. It will get better. The party season is coming up !

Hi Ladies,

My access to the outside world from my door is completely closed :( I hope the work finishes fast. I am using my upstairs neighbours door right now. At the same time for god knows what reason, I am missing 4 of my very good friends in India. I mean I am missing physically being with them chatting and joking with them. Is this just the winter blues?? I have so much stuff to do but all I want to do when I get home is watch TV nothing else. There is mending, researching, cleaning, cooking. I just want to do NOTHING. Sigh …. I think I am homesick for my friends (not my parents).

Wayheh Celeste …good to hear all good.

Sherri…I hope it is Winter blues. tell your landlord to hurry up and fix things.

Amyc. ..Welcome on board….yep…I do not envy you the fetish !! I think I prefer my problem right now !!

Cleo….are you alive and behaving ????

Everyone else…..hello !

And I too do not like just the plain ordinary man that any of us could have. He has to have that spark, that chemistry, that good in bed ;) lol. And, has to be a little eye pleasing, but I prefer a good personality over the hottest guy in the world, but still he has to be my type.

Harley, I think she needs to burn her fingers with P again and again and again to get some sense knocked into her.

Cleo – I hope the topic of him cheating on you is brought up by you tonight. DO NOT skirt around the issue as then he would think his behaviour was acceptable. Even if he dumps you again after that…. so be it. YOU SO DESERVE WAY BETTER THAN HIM!!!!

Yes I do need some sense knocked in my head. He cheated in August, so that I have already talked about with him. This time around it is just our drinking problems. But, yes I am just naive right now. I know. He is my first love, and it is just so hard to take him completely out of my life. He has dealt with me being crazy sloppy drunk on so many occasions, and we both have to work on different aspects of our life, which we both said.

He’s like a drug i’m addicted to, and it sucks. I honestly need to wake up, but I can’t for some reason.

My dad’s side is actually Irish LOL

I went to the doc today for my hands again. He has given me a requisition for xray. I also asked him for the HPV vaccine. So much talk in the forum about HPV hot me scared n paranoid so decided it best to take the vaccine. Its given in 3 doses.

I don’t have a door today n sleeping with a plastic sheet over my door frame. Have asked ex to keep kids till this gets sorted out. Don’t want them getting sick.