Nothing ever happens

Sherri, before you decide if you should take the HPV vaccine or not, please read what people who are not paid by the drug industry to say nice things, have to say about it…

For example google Dr Mercola + HPV vaccine…

And Sherri I hope your hands start feeling better, and yeah I got the HPV shot when I was in highschool. Three different shots, but it doesn’t hurt.

I have this guy in “chase” mode right now and I am totally enjoying the attention. He has been messaging me, texting me, calling me etc. etc but not in a creepy or too much sort of way. In a way to show that he is interested but not creepy. He has asked me out today but I have the kids so I suggested tomm. Lets see what he comes back with.

In the meantime, the work is still going on at my place. So I guess I wont be able to keep the kids with me this weekend … IDK lets see. I am planning on seeing them and taking them out to the library, shopping for skates etc. But they would still need to sleep over at their dad’s so basically on bed time ritual for me :( . I have the kids till 7 pm today which was suggested by my ex and which I was happy with. So we will be hanging out at the library or MacDonalds :D

I have emailed two of my friends to see if once the work is over they can come and help me clean up. We are quite good friends and I have mentioned that if they cannot its fine too. Ger/Maria/Celeste/Pheobe, want to come and help too ;)

Yup Sherri.. goodnews. And No.. I don’t want to clean house.

Cleo.. good news on the job……..yes. you have too much spare time on your hands and good idea re the doctor. NO suicidal thoughts allowed.

I’m good, cry a wee bit over him, then kick my own ass. it gets better with time ! Everyone at work is in Happy Xmas form already so that picks me up !I went to Primark and got loads of bargains.

Hey ladies. I know I’m late joining this forum. But I want to post about something and most of you all already know my past. So this seems easiest.

Things with the boyfriend are going well, we see each other once a week and spend Friday-Sunday together. He’s applied to a couple more police departments and he’s hopeful get either accepted to the class in January or July.

I really hope it’s January because on his way to the latest interview the transmission on his truck went out! He’s now very stressed about money and paying for a new car. It’s bad timing for sure.

I’m trying my best to be supportive. I’ve told him I don’t view him any differently. I still think he’s sexy, smart and motivated and that good things are bound to come his way soon. That kind of thing.

I know I can’t do more to help than that. It’s just hard because I can see how stressed he is. It’s making me stressed! I know it’s all just temporary and just a matter of time before he gets hired on. Once he gets a new job, his financial situation will totally improve.

I guess I don’t really need any advice here. Maybe just some words of encouragement? This is all new territory for me.

Good to hear all you girls are well.

Harley, sorry to hear you’re still crying over Frank. I get it though. I’m very down today. All is going well with the new guy. He’s saying and doing all the right things, and when I’m with him it feels really good. And I REALLY like him. BUT when I’m not with him the only man in my thoughts is you know who. Why?????? For some reason, yesterday and today I just cant get him out of my head!

So much so, I keep drafting texts in my head that I could send him. I WONT!!! I’m adamant about that. It wont do me any good, and will make me feel worse! I dont want him, yet I long for him. And he doesnt want me, so I shouldn’t want him.

Yet he’s there, all the time.

Maybe its just the addiction. I need a fix of the high he used to give me :-(

That’s great news Celeste.

Ali. ..things will turn around. just keep supporting and complimenting and appreciating him. He really IS doing a good job re his career.

Buttercup…..of course you won’t contact him. neither shall I of course. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. One minute I’m up..The next Down
.I’ve better sense than this. bloody hormones ! ah…I’ll be grand in time. glad to hear new guy going well for you.

Ah. ..opposites attract. you can bring him.out of his she’ll and you are probably not used to the peace and quiet after the roller coaster madness.

Yes. …cherish..you sound and I bet feel much better than months ago…wish I were YOU right now ! ha ha ha

BC
Normal is weird sometimes. My ex H was so dramatic and while short.. my relationship with R was super intense.
I still have moments of insecurity and when he does not flip on me.. I sometimes don’t know how to take it.
But like Ann is learning with her new guy.. Normal is ok.. in fact is is damn healthy :)

Ann, £7000!!! Omg. Thats crazy! I dont know how I’d cope without the NHS over here.

Harley, I do feel loads better. Its nice that I’m not living in a state of paranoia and anxiety anymore. And my heart palpitations have all but gone. The only time the heart thumps now was when fuk face got back in contact two weeks ago.

Emotionally I am a lot stronger now. I know f.f has been on my mind the last few days, but my period is due so I’m hormonal and negative. Sure it will pass by next week! I know when I’m snuggling in new guys arms I feel very warm and content.

You’re time will come honey x

This new guy shows potential for now. I was supposed to go to my physio yesterday for my hands but when I went there, there was an altercation with an old client where he was refusing to leave and threatening to break stuff in the clinic and the police were called etc. So I left as I didn’t think I would be getting my treatment and I had a time I had to leave. So I called this guy and asked him if he wanted to meet as he has been texting/messaging and talking to me on the phone re meeting. Its just my busy schedule so when I had time I thought if he was avbl why not.

I suggested this coffee shop which was quite close by but when I went there that coffee shop was closed and so we decided to go to this store where he had to buy something. He was a nice guy with a good personality and jovial sense of humour. We went to the store and we were walking in the aisles and he was like I you look great, are you sure you are single and I love ur eyes. I think he complimented me on my eyes like 5 times. Then he was saying as we were going thru the aisles again and again I cannot even remember what I came here to buy. It was hilarious. But we were also talking about stuff as to where he grew up, his family, his new house that he just bought etc. etc. and he was asking about me. We were only there 45 min as he had to go back to work and I had to go to pick up my daughter.

He called me once he reached work and said that he would like to meet me again as if I was avbl today as we were originally supposed to meet today. So I said yes and that I would call him when I got off work and we could decide then where to meet. This meeting too I want to keep short and sweet. I don’t think I will meet him this weekend as I want to be with my kids though they cannot be at my place. I will have to think where I should take them etc. etc.

But right now I am taking all that he is saying with a grain of salt as I want to see if actions match words. I usually prefer taller guys. Though he was taller than me, he was not as tall but I really liked his personality and he had a sweet face too. But not getting carried away … lets see where it goes.

On 29th my friend has organised a fundraiser at a pub and I had put this on 2 meet up groups. One guy whom I kind of like has accepted it and I would totally like to dance with him. I am hoping the 37 year old accepts too and then I can flirt with him as well ;) . Life is so much fun when single ….. remind me again why do we want to be in a relationship ;) :D

Yes before my period I get all emotional and act crazy. It’s so fun being a woman lol.

Last night went on a date with P, and we had a great time. No excess drinking, I just have to keep that up. Tonight I just plan on staying in and watching some movies with my gf, and then tomorrow I’ll see what he is doing, since tonight he has a work trivia thing going on.

And, yeah being in a relationship is hard. I remember when I was single I didn’t care about even having a bf or anything of that matter. I just went on with my life, but that was when I was in college, so I was so busy with stuff I had no time to even go on a date.

Hope everyone has a great weekend.