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  • #942079 Reply
    sara

    I can’t remember if I posted this here yet or not cause I’ve been meaning to do so.

    About 9 months ago , the guy I was seeing unofficially ended things with me. We got pretty serious and seemed like we were going to get our happy ever after some set backs but the last minute he backed out. I was really hurt and it sent me into a really sad place because he was the first guy I got close to or opened up to after 2 years of being single.

    After he ended things I got really depressed (I already am dealing with mental health problems) . I guess this triggered it more, I just stopped caring for my self, gained weight and was just really helpless. At some point I started getting myself together, healing and stopped thinking about him, I was getting over it as I thought.

    But some months later after he ended things, he starts to text me again and stuff, I eventually respond and he says he would love to see me and all. I gave some excuse why I couldn’t. But from time to time he would text me, send birthday messages and voice memos, ask me stuff randomly and all. He would also say he would love us to meet and blah blah but I keep giving excuses even though I actually really want to.

    But honestly, even though I may have gotten to a better place I’ve still been lying to myself. I still think about him from time to time and I wish we could still be together. He has asked about 5 times now for us to see but I keep making excuses, so I texted him this time and he did mention again about us seeing which this time I said yes that I was going to be in his area soon.
    But I don’t know what I am doing.
    I don’t think I am completely over him like I thought. I still think of him and little things remind me of him. My life is still feels like a mess after everything.

    To really explain this, before him I was really doing well, working, studying and living my life. I worked out everyday , I ate healthy, I would meditate from time to time, I had hobbies and you know I had a pretty good life and stuff. But after this whole thing I took 10 steps back wards, I stopped doing all those things. I’m such a mess. I also got a huge opportunity while this was happening but I was in such a bad place that it didn’t even feel like I had this amazing opportunity, nothing really made sense.
    I’m not blaming him, I know I put myself in this situation I’m just explaining this to give a back story of how much this affected me and why I may not be over him as I thought I was.
    Now I’ve agreed to meet him for real this time.

    I don’t know what to do or how to move from here. I do want to see him and talk as well but it’s scary since deep down I still want him and feel things for him.
    I keep thinking and imagining that he has probably met someone else and all that. I’m not even sure he would like me in this state, everything is different about me, again I feel like such a mess.
    It really is driving me insane and I don’t know what to do.
    Is there any hope here?
    Should I meet him?
    Even if I moved on, how? It’s been 9 months and I feel even worse.
    Please advice

    #942081 Reply
    Ewa

    why is he reaching out, do you know ? is it because he is bored , because he enjoys the chase? remember he left you and didn’t really care about how you feel and what this do to you. if it was me i would say no to meeting him.

    #942082 Reply
    sara

    @Ewa I don’t know why he is reaching out, he doesn’t say. He just says he would love to see me and what not. No indication of a reason why.

    #942083 Reply
    Maddie

    I’d watch out here. You were seeing him “unofficially,” so he was flakey about commitment from the start. Then he left and is now fishing around. A lot of immature or commitment-flakey men do this to either not feel guilty or to no strings attached hook up again. It has nothing to do with you, and he won’t put your feelings first, as it has everything to do with him. And while it doesn’t mean he never cared for you or doesn’t care, it does mean you should trust your instinct that this is likely a dead end waste of your time. But of course, when you’re depressed, having the hope of distraction can seem appealing even if at the same time you’re talking yourself down: maybe he will want me but he’s probably already dating someone else who might be better. (Don’t talk yourself down in general!)

    If you decide to see him and he’s cards fully on the table, he says *outright* without prompting that he wants to date you for real, he explains exactly why and how he’s changed in his life to this properly now versus last year, and then he’s super consistent and follows through for at least a couple months in actions and you really date, you can consider if things could work out between you. But under any other circumstances, if he’s hinting or breadcrumbing or just wants to try being friends or casual first, go no contact instead and continue focusing on yourself.

    I think in this case you can trust your instinct that this is going no where good, though I understand your curiosity. Have zero expectations and be ready to defend your own boundaries well if you do meet up with him.

    I’ve been through guys like this coming back in the past myself, and it most often plays out in the way I’m describing when you’re trying to tell if someone might be for real and ready to reconnect or not, and what their intentions are. TAKE CARE OF AND PRIORITIZE YOURSELF FIRST AND FOREMOST! Another person can’t save you from depression and shouldn’t have control over you, all your moods, and your life decisions and happiness. Things will get better for you, though he may not end up being a part of that path, and that’s okay!

    #942085 Reply
    sara

    Thank you Maddie, you are right.
    It’s also a bit confusing as he would some times text me to ask for us to see and then won’t text me again for a while then text again to ask. So he is not exactly showing that he wants to pursue something again which is what confuses me the most.
    I guess I’m in this position where I feel really lonely and like he is the best I could do. I just don’t know how to pull my self out. I know if we meet and he just wants to be casual it’ll even hurt more.

    #942087 Reply
    Raven

    You know you can ask him, ‘What do you want?’

    #942088 Reply
    Kaya

    Yeah Raven, like he’ll tell her the truth. Sara stay away from this guy. You aren’t strong enough to see him. You don’t need this. Come on girl. Dig deep and walk away, don’t fall back into this hole. You know he’s not serious about you, you know it in your gut already. You can do better for sure.

    #942089 Reply
    mama

    I kind of agree with Kaya. You aren’t strong enough to see him. I feel like seeing him would be a step back for you and your post makes it sound like you are very aware of this. And when you DO get strong enough you may not want to waste your time.

    You’ll find your person. It’s okay to miss past loves (even mister ‘back-out-at-the-last-minute’ guy), but that doesn’t mean you have to act on it. Maybe block this guy for a while until you are strong enough to stand on your own.

    Give yourself the gift of space from him and keep taking good care of yourself. Make decisions from the stronger side of your self, not the weaker one.

    If you are lonely, try to find other ways to support your needs — social groups, meetups, set a goal in an area of your life and work towards that, volunteer with those less fortunate or those with shared interests. There are so many ways for you to fill your need for connection without having to undo all the hard work you’re doing to heal yourself.

    #942090 Reply
    Raven

    @Kaya, it’s always worked for me.

    #942099 Reply
    Tammy

    Your way too invested despite the breakoff. It tuk u a long time to get over this guy. And u still seem so unsure and anxious but hopeful. His actions dont really show hes that keen or serious to pick up where he left off. But u on the other hand still seem quite intrstd. There is a strong possibility that he just got in touch on a whim or out of curiosity or maybe he was just bored in life.

    I wld hv suggstd that since your still intrstd why not meet casually and see how things go? But in your case since you went thru such a hard time after the breakoff and tuk such a long time to smwhat get bac to normal, i really dont think you shld risk meeting him again.

    Your not quite ready or mentally strong enough to meet this person. In case you meet him and find yourself still crazy abt him but hes pretty casual abt things and it turns out to be just a one off or casual meeting, i am afraid you will be heart broken all over again and will hv the uphill task of climbing back up from ur dark hole.

    I wld suggst that you avoid meeting him
    for now and focus on yourself. Meeting him at this juncture when you hv done so much work on yourself may go waste. Take your time and work on your self. I wld suggst that you start dating only when you hv workd on yourslf.

    #942102 Reply
    Kaya

    @Raven, judging by your comments I doubt you’d ever let yourself get into this situation Sara’s in.

    #942103 Reply
    Khadija

    Pull the plug on this whole meet up and focus on yourself.
    You need to rebuild yourself and find your light again.
    This guy isn’t going to do anything but, bring you down further.
    He’s probably just bored and wanted to meet up because if he wanted to make things right he would have said that by now.
    Please protect your peace.

    #942105 Reply
    Sam

    I agree with, Raven. Take your power back! You put him on a pedestal.. no one should be able to destroy your confidence. I would ask him.. why are you reaching out now? Why do you want to see me? All valid questions that you deserve answers to. Even if he doesn’t give you his full “truth” you’ll be able to tell his intentions on how he answers. Believe that.

    #942108 Reply
    Raven

    I’ve not always been this direct…
    But when you get good & tired of feeling jacked around, you (do) take your power back. It’s scary the first time. It gets easier the more you do it!

    Additionally @sara, he isn’t texting you to try & get back together. If he were he would have said… I think your meeting him is going to set you back, way back. What are you (really) hoping for?

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